I don't even know how to summarize things.
I've had a lot of artist block this year. A lot has to do with lack of inspiration, life feeling uninteresting, stress, and I don't even know.
I've been probably my most miserable this year. It sucks, but it happens. I've realized I have up and down periods. Moments, that last weeks, where I'm passing by in life, not happy not upset, just dealing with everything handed to me. And then I have moments, these seem to last forever but are actually shorter than my "passing by" moments, where I feel like crap. Uninterested. Like life has nothing to really offer because it's so temporary or because people